Pregnancy can be a real pain…
Friday, August 5, 2011
I can tell I’m “done” being pregnant. Obviously, baby is not done, but my head and body have had it. I spent Sophia’s entire 4 hour nap yesterday (yes, I am VERY blessed!) working in the basement, reorganizing, moving things around (including a headboard and heavy sewing machine), putting a table together. You know, all things probably against medical advice during pregnancy, but whatever. Things need to get done.
Then, I spent the rest of the night dealing with major hip pain and limping around the house. SO annoying.
Last night was not great for sleeping. I am having no problems getting comfortable, other than the hip thing still bugging me, but when I wake up it seems my tiny daughter is having parties in the middle of the night at my expense. She won’t hold still and I can’t sleep. So, at 6 when Dan left for work and I was in tears (how could he leave me for work of all things?!) I decided to get over it (what can I do about it anyway?) and go sew something. And my blessed, little angel Sophia is STILL sleeping – it’s 9 on the dot. That means, I was able to finish a whole shirt and make a cup of coffee AND type this post.
So, corduroy was on sale a couple weeks ago and I stocked up – I didn’t realize you could buy patterned corduroy and I LOVE this shirt. I kind of made it up using bits and pieces from other patterns and adding the details I wanted for myself.
I LOVE the butterfly buttons, even if they are kind of a pain to get through the button holes.
I also changed the bottom of the shirt a bit so I didn’t have to have SO many buttons. I feel like everything I make has at least five buttons and I decided that three was my limit today.
And, I thought I’d try my hand at elasticized sleeves. This one looks great – the other one…well, it seems I will be, once again, using the seam ripper. :)
All in all, I really like it, but I would much rather be sleeping in like Sophia is right now. I could have made this a different time and my eyes are burning behind my glasses. And I just realized that my coffee is decaf, so I guess that won’t do me much good.
Another thing that has been a pain this pregnancy is that I was diagnosed with Gestational Thrombocytopenia, which isn’t a HUGE issue, but has been a bit high-maintenance. It basically means that my blood platelet count isn't where it should be, and now it’s dropped to a point where I won’t be able to have an epidural. That either means a drug-free VBAC or that I’ll be put under for a C-section and won’t get to meet baby right away, a thought I find pretty devastating. The danger with the condition is, were it to be undiagnosed, I could bleed out during delivery but as long as they keep a close eye on the situation, everything will be just fine. I actually just got a call this morning that my care will likely be transferred from the midwives to the OB’s so they can monitor it better. As of now, I just have a lot of weekly blood draws and extra appointments.
Dan reminded me that I probably shouldn’t complain since I haven’t been sick, pretty much at all, I’ve not had to deal with a special diet, like someone with Gestational Diabetes, and don’t have any other major complications, plus as far as everything looks we have a perfectly healthy baby. He’s right, but hormones don’t always see logic.
Please keep baby and I in your prayers. She’s fine and will be. I’m just emotional and annoyed, but could use prayer for a better attitude. :)
1 comments:
I'm sorry Beth. :( I will say some extra prayers for you. Oh, pregnancy hormones don't mix well with lack of sleep either, which I'm pretty sure you are experiencing as well. I hope you can get some rest and take it easy!
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